Smiling away the tears...265/365

So unimaginative today. And I just looked at my 365 set and this one is so much like several others. I just didn't have it in me today. It was either this or nothing. And while I really don't feel that this is going to be something I can look back on for some time, I really don't want to quit now. I want to see it through to Day 365. It's been a bit over three weeks since we broke up and it still hurts like hell. Actually, the smiling hasn't been working too well at keeping the tears at bay. I haven't heard a word from him to explain or apologize. I don't know why I thought I would, though. I mean, someone who had been lying to me and cheating, and then denying when he was caught, surely lacks the integrity. Bad day all around. Work really sucks, too.

Sorry to be such a downer. I just didn't have the energy to fake it today.

♫ Carrie Underwood Undo It ♫